Me, Myself and the Boys

Highway To Relief

Hah! I had never thought I would feel better so fast after this weekend! But I do now! It was kind of weird how everything got clear to me. And now I'm just gonna start all over again. I'm done with Frank and Jasper, that's for sure now. I'll tell you what happened.

Yesterdaynight I got a text message from Frank. I was so surprised! After John's text on Sunday, I thought Frank hated me! But no, he said he wanted to meet me. Sure, I said. But then I thought:"John had told me to leave those guys alone, so maybe Frank was trying to trick me into meeting him. Then I would have big problems with John." So I responded to him:"I don't want to get in any trouble, espescially not with John." Frank answered:"I won't tell, if you won't." It made me doubt, I really wanted to meet Frank! So I text Menno if I could call him. He was kinda tired, so I didn't want to bother him. All the sudden I got three texts in a row. Are you free tonight? Cause I am. I want to meet you tonight! "Oh no!" I thought. I couldn't call Menno anymore, I would do that tomorrow. So I didn't respond to those texts.

I went to sleep, cause it wouldn't work anyway. As I was almost falling asleep, my phone beeps. Frank was wondering if I was still awake. And he asked me if I wanted to meet him at his place. I said I still didn't trust this whole situation. Then he called me. He really wanted to know, why I didn't trust him. He said he wouldn't hurt me and he promised me the time of my life. I couldn't resist, if I wouldn't take this chance I would really regret it. But what if this was a set-up after all...?

I sneaked out of the house, it was 3:30 am. He would pick me up at the gasstation. And there I saw him. He still looked hot. We talked all night, and had a great time together!
Now I think it's really over with those two guys. I had the time of my life with Frank, but I know I won't see him for a while now. And Jasper, seems that he has a girlfriend and that he cheated on her, more than once, with me! So that's definetely over.

I called Menno this morning. He thought I did it great. And now I don't get negative attention of Menno anymore, which was my goal. And I'm not fucked up anymore. Cause I don't know, this night with Frank really cleared my mind. Thanks to his support as well. I am now able to say: I feel good!

posted by Fiona @ 9:35 AM