Me, Myself and the Boys

Haring, Hutspot, Wittebrood

Two exciting days just passed by! "Leidens Ontzet! " Don't really know how to explain it in English, but it comes down to two days non-stop party.

At 2nd of October Isabel and I went to the bar. Isabel didn't want to go inside. (outdoor there was also a party going on). But I was cold because of the rain and wanted to go inside. Because of this stupid thing we were arguing.
All the sudden I saw my ex-boyfriend. He was totally drunk. I ran up to him and asked him if he was alright, cause he fell on the ground pretty hard. He came up pushed me aside and said: "I don't even know who I am at this moment, but I do know YOU are my ex! Go away! Fuck you!" That's what he said. I was pretty upset about that, and I still am! I don't think he sees how much he still means to me. After we broke up I haven't had a decent talk with him. So I really wonder what's bothering him. And the fact that he still means a lot to me is just that he was a real good friend of mine for a very long time and the fact that our relationship didn't work out, doesn't mean that I don't want to be his friend anymore, or that he has become "just some guy" to me. I think that's something I'll have to make him clear.
After this incident Isabel and I went home. Well... Isabel went, I went back to town, cause I needed to go inside! I didn't feel like I had really "celebrated" this evening. So I still went to the bar. I had the best time with Menno there! We were just dancing and having fun. It must have been torture for John to see me dancing so close to Menno. I don't know what it is, I think I just know how John must feel. Being rejected by the one you love: that's why I still have a sort of sympathy for John eventhough he had said those nasty things about me...

The third of October everyone of my friends was having a hangover. But I think Erik was the worst. I went to town with him. He told me what he had done yesterday night: He was completely wasted, because of all the beer and wodka Menno gave to him. And when he finally found his bicycle to ride home. He hit a pole. He had a few bruises and the bone of his nose was standing the other way!? Really weird, so we were looking for a doctor all day.
His nose isn't broken, but there's something wrong with it, don't really know what, but it wasn't that bad.

posted by Fiona @ 2:37 PM