Me, Myself and the Boys

Compiclated Complications

Last days have been exhausting! But I can't sleep during the day, cause it's not really good for me. Although I sleep the best during the day. So I'm really tired at the moment and I'm keeping myself awake. But in an hour I have to go to work so that will keep me up.

Now today I got a strange text message. The message came from John a friend of Menno. There has been a lot of rumors around those two. Menno told me John has a crush on him. John's a bisexual you see. And according to the way John acted around Menno, I believed Menno. And of course I believed him, cause he's my best friend. Later I heard from Joey, Menno's best friend, that Sophie had started a rumor. She would have said that John was having a relationship with Menno. But I'm sure that Menno would have told me so. And even IF he was interested in men, Menno wouldn't go for a guy like John. But now the gossip only got worse. Menno's dad would have called John, to say he had to end the relationship and to break contact with him. A sort of Romeo and Juliet accept the fact that this involves two men.
But back to the message. John was desperate to talk to me about "you know who". First of al I doubted. Maybe it was about Frank, cause John is sort of a big brother to Frank. But after hearing all the rumors around Menno and John. I am almost sure that it's about Menno. But I don't know John that good, but probably he wants to really see me. So tomorrow I'm meeting him and then I'll know what it's about. I'm really curious. Cause it's weird that John contacts ME, to talk about it. And I promised John I wouldn't tell Menno and I haven't so I hope I can win John's trust. And I hope I don't dissapoint Menno, by not telling him, cause I've made that mistake before. Can't wait till tomorrow!

posted by Fiona @ 8:11 AM