Me, Myself and the Boys

An Honest Confession

It's been a hectic week. Don't worry I'm already getting over it, but it will take months for me to forget it all.

It was 13 September. I was sleeping and about 2 am my phone beeps. It's a text message, from Jasper. Strange... I didn't give him my number!? I answered him: "how did you get my number?" He had his "sources" as he called them. I already had an idea of who could have given him this mumber: John. Ok I was still half asleep and asked Jasper how he was doing. I got a text back, with a shocking message: "I'm doing good, John just tells me you can give amazing blowjobs" I was stunned! And was totally awake right now. I was pretty pissed off. So I called John. As I told John what I had heard from Jasper, he hung up the phone.
Two minutes later Jasper called me. "What is this?" I aksed. "Oh John, Frank and I are sitting here. Discussing about how good you were at giving blowjobs." The fact that I gave John a blowjob and that this was all a load of bull, didn't bother me. What bothered me, was that Frank was there too... John is like a brother to Frank and this rumor would really blow my chances with him. Cause of course he would believe John! Jasper passed the phone on to Frank. I was so excited to hear his voice, it felt so good, just hearing his voice. But he wasn't so happy. "Did you do it?" He asked me. "No," I said. "Ok," he answered really cool, "and what about Jasper, did the two of you kiss?" I couldn't lie to him so yes was the answer. He passed the phone back to Jasper. I wanted to talk to John, but John didn't want to talk to me. I was really upset about this all. Jasper hung up. Later I got a text from him that John and Frank didn't allow him to talk to me. And according to the messages I got from Jasper, he's expecting me to give him a blowjob. Well that's not the way it works!

The next morning I was completely upset. I needed to confess everything to Menno. I got so scared of losing him, because all of this! At school I told him everything. He picked up everything so well! I can't wish for a better friend than Menno, honestly!
Now Menno doesn't want to talk to John anymore. Because of the things he had said about me ánd the fact that he was still in love with Menno.

I had text John, that I had told Menno everything. And to be honest, John and I are still nice to each other. Eventhough John had told such nasty things about me. I don't know... I was only worried about losing Menno and losing Frank. But I didn't lose Menno, but I think, I did lose Frank... And it's gonna take a while before that wound will heal.

posted by Fiona @ 1:53 PM