Mope ?
After this weekend I'm feeling all sorts of different feelings...I feel tired, sick, happy and sad. And all at the same time. There are so many things happening and so many things happened, that I just don't know HOW to feel.
I feel tired because of this exhausting weekend. Wake up early for school. And all the crap you get to hear from people.
I feel sick, because of all the mistakes I've made. The complete mess I've made. All the lies that have been told. It's just not clear anymore...
I feel happy though! Because all my relatives and friends are doing so well.
But after all I feel sad, because... I feel lonely...
posted by Fiona @ 11:19 AM
1 Comments:
Sweety, I know it's a late comment, but what the hell. I get that you feel lonely, it's a feeling we share, I feel so lonely most of the time when I know people are having all this luck in their lives. It feels crap that I've got nobody to share something special with, you know, but can't force anything on anybody, so I have got to live with it.
You shouldn't feel sick about mistakes you make, forget them, accept them, live with them. Believe me, I've made enough mistakes for a lifetime, but that doesn't stop me. I know I have done stupid things, but I needed to make those mistakes to learn from them.
Hold on..
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